Monday, August 15, 2011


A word describing any quality that is so indescribable
that you have no real word to say it with :)

So, I took a ‘blogging hiatus’ to utilize what so many either take for granted, or don't appreciate in all its simplicity – Life (and the people who fulfill it) because just living is not enough, one must have sunshine, freedom, and a little flower. 

Within a few short paragraphs’ I’ll sum up my Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious state of mind/way of being - having a plethora of titles that I hold near and dear, in September 2010 my best friend of over 10 years bestowed a title upon me, that I graciously accepted… …I'm a God Mother, I not only take it as a honor but a responsibility.  Planning to be a positive role model, never misguide or deceive and'll kick whomever ass needs to be kicked for the sake of my God Son – So Sincere.

[“The most beautiful discovery true friends make is that they can grow separately without growing apart.”]

We love with a love that was more than love; so I ask who, being loved, is poor.  Another chapter in my life would have to be contributed to my companion – The Mr.  Having NO intentions of ever being a ‘married woman’ I am a living testament to the saying ‘when you’re not looking for love, that’s when you find it…  and exactly one week after celebrating our fourth year anniversary he was hospitalized, with chest pains and shortness of breath.  Considering that we’ve experienced several losses within the past two years, this situation was not taken lightly.  Fortunately, medical attention was provided and even a ‘silver lining’ peeked from the clouds, the Mr. has broken his 15+ year nicotine habit (cold turkey) and his eating habits have curved tremendously; being more aware of his sodium intake and increasing fruit/vegetables in his diet.  Contrary to popular belief there are such things as 'Happy Marriages' he’s my ace, the hugs to my kisses - love must be as much a light, as it is a flame.  To find someone who will love you for no reason, and to shower that person with reasons, that is the ultimate happiness. 

["I plan on completing my forever with you; we've barely scratched the surface"]

Above all, I couldn'tt lose your desire to walk -- I walk myself into a state of well-being and walk away from illness.  I have walked myself into my best thoughts, and I know of no thought so burdensome that one cannot walk away from it... Thoughts come clearly while one walks, its therapeutic not only for the physical but mental as well, the simple stride of placing one foot in front of the other mixed with a custom playlist to my routine acts as a release; a vigorous walk will do more good for an unhappy but otherwise healthy adult than all the medicine and psychology in the world. 
[“I still find each day too short for all the thoughts I want to think, all the walks I want to take, all the books I want to read and all the friends I want to see.”]

…well, the sun is shining and a cool breeze is summoning me.  So I’ll close this post with the simple expression of gratitude, because if a person isn’t thankful for what they’ve got, they’re unlikely going to be unthankful for what they’re going to get.

 [“If you count all your assets, you always show a profit.”]

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